I really have no idea what I’m doing. Not that I’m doing anything. But it feels like time just seem to drag on but when you look back, it goes so fast. I didn’t do much this weekend, just a bit more family time. Gosh, I’ve never spent this much time with relatives besides my main branch of family, who most of the time leaves me alone anyway. So it feels kinda sickening in a way. I know I shouldn’t feel this way but it’s so icky. I really hate not being a family person. To them, family is like the most important thing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just miss living by myself and I can’t wait to move out again. At least when I get a car, I get more freedom.

Anyway, to fangirlism, as kinda an escape. Since my internet is being a shithole D: and I have no way of contacting my new friends here. Can’t wait to go to uni hahah… that remind me, I haven’t done my assignment description for an approval yet OTL

When did I get addicted to MMASM?? Sure there’s cute guys but I never did like these kind of reality serieses much. First Bravo US, AU season, a bit of the UK… ahh someone direct me where I can get the eps, and now second season US! Uwahhh! Colin is the cutest little geeky dork ever!!! So adorable from mtm to now, even though I think he sucks at modelling lol but since he had no experience, can’t really blame him >”3 So cuuuute, I hope he’ll stay for awhile to improve. I secretly love geeks hahahh
Chris kinda annoys me >: Way too girly and bleh in my opinion. I miss Casey ;w; And with Ken, so glad he was out. Can’t wait till next week! I see some bare asses there!

Prince of Tennis!! I can’t believe the continuation of Prince of Tennis. Well, actually I don’t have that much of an opinion of it. It was really introductory but at least it didn’t seem too bad. I feel there’s gonna be a whole lot of repetitiveness and never-ending stories but I guess that’s what I liked about it.

I finally watched 5 centimetres per second as I was cleaning up my laptop. It was so-so. Not my cup of tea… The romance is way too much and too slow. I love the beautiful backgrounds and the animation though.

Shit it’s 2AM ;w; here I was trying so hard to change my habits. I guess a week isn’t enough time of a change. This weekend was a waste of time D: Go me.

OMG! Everything was somewhat all okay then I lost my phone. I can’t believe it. And I don’t even know where I lost it. It could be in the bus, at uni, in the car, while walking in the warehouse or wherever. I suppose it is my fault for now checking up on it all the time as I used to. Bloody watch… I used to always check the time on my phone. Arrrghh this is frustrating.

Not only am I phone-less but it was my favourite phone that I’ve ever gotten. It hasn’t even been a fucking year! I also just got the simcard for two freaking days. So gutted.

Uugghh and so much for all the new numbers it has and could’ve had. Things just couldn’t have happened on a worse time.

I thought I’d take a break from my long WIPS and effortless chibis. So many things wrong with this but it was fun. I’m surprised that it turned out cleaner than my usual sketches. Maybe it’s just the programme. Wheee. I keep putting off developing Vill >_<

I got a doodle/wip dump blog. I’ll still use this for posting my finished stuff and other junk but I need somewhere to spam the rest of the stuff so ta-da! I really like FC2 ♥

Hahhaha I think I’m getting the habit of sleeping in late mornings. It’s already 7:40am… Last night I slept around 9am and the night before. *sigh*

VILL IN PICTAPS IT’S FREAKING CREEPY

And embedded cuz I need it in my blog <3

I keep seeing Gaia commissions and stuff and so I thought I’ll go check out gaia again. I never was active there so I dunno what to do ._. I quite hate my account since the freaking birthday is on 11/07/1107 WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?! I dunno what I was thinking when I signed up… The username was even O_o_kkk_o_O of course I changed it and now it’s BL-chama ♥

Anyway, all I want from gaia is a cool avatar thing. And I found tektek.org where you can make avatar previews. I tried making one and there was so much to choose from. So I settled with a blue/white/black theme-ish.

or w/o bg

Oops I’m meant to blog in here xDDD So I’m just gonna copypasta stuff to update on previous dates Such a cheat but I don’t wanna make a 2487284819 words filled of crap in just one post LOL

Anyway, I’m still waiting on itchan’s BANANA and she just had to go on about her previous oofuri posts filled with screencaps. I so badly wanna watch Oofuri again but I reluctantly left it and all my other burnt cds behind in Brissy D’: I didn’t sleep until 7:30am looking around for oofuri stuff. Aw I miss my oofuri fanart collection too D: Buggery hell!

Sooo

ILU HARUNA

On another note, I’m still kyaaa~ing over tennis players lol Fuck, I even drew them orz hahahha and then I couldn’t be bothered when I realised that I was actually drawing them.

Rofl, Rafa is sooo ghey he’s like ewww, girl germs! He even wiped his face afterwards LOL

LONGEST TENNIS IN AO AND IT WAS BLOODY DAMN AWESOME!

Lol it’s amazing how Verdasco got into the semis being the 14th seed played so well against Nadal! They had soooo much engergy and it was so close. Bloody Spaniards ♥
It wasn’t only good during the match but afterwards too xDDD They give so much gay fanservice that I needed to doubletake.

Hahahh Rafa got way too over-excited after winning that match ;D
Buttsecks plz
Oh Rafa, how I love how you cling onto his shirt
D’aww can you guys get more adorable
Awww ‘nando, it’s okay, you got a big hug
Are they going make-out??
Sure looks like it!

Damn, they are so gay ♥

Verdasco earned the 9th rank after that >333

YEEESSS OPENCANVAS WORKS *W* Though we ran out of time and attention span.