I really have no idea what I’m doing. Not that I’m doing anything. But it feels like time just seem to drag on but when you look back, it goes so fast. I didn’t do much this weekend, just a bit more family time. Gosh, I’ve never spent this much time with relatives besides my main branch of family, who most of the time leaves me alone anyway. So it feels kinda sickening in a way. I know I shouldn’t feel this way but it’s so icky. I really hate not being a family person. To them, family is like the most important thing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just miss living by myself and I can’t wait to move out again. At least when I get a car, I get more freedom.

Anyway, to fangirlism, as kinda an escape. Since my internet is being a shithole D: and I have no way of contacting my new friends here. Can’t wait to go to uni hahah… that remind me, I haven’t done my assignment description for an approval yet OTL

When did I get addicted to MMASM?? Sure there’s cute guys but I never did like these kind of reality serieses much. First Bravo US, AU season, a bit of the UK… ahh someone direct me where I can get the eps, and now second season US! Uwahhh! Colin is the cutest little geeky dork ever!!! So adorable from mtm to now, even though I think he sucks at modelling lol but since he had no experience, can’t really blame him >”3 So cuuuute, I hope he’ll stay for awhile to improve. I secretly love geeks hahahh
Chris kinda annoys me >: Way too girly and bleh in my opinion. I miss Casey ;w; And with Ken, so glad he was out. Can’t wait till next week! I see some bare asses there!

Prince of Tennis!! I can’t believe the continuation of Prince of Tennis. Well, actually I don’t have that much of an opinion of it. It was really introductory but at least it didn’t seem too bad. I feel there’s gonna be a whole lot of repetitiveness and never-ending stories but I guess that’s what I liked about it.

I finally watched 5 centimetres per second as I was cleaning up my laptop. It was so-so. Not my cup of tea… The romance is way too much and too slow. I love the beautiful backgrounds and the animation though.

Shit it’s 2AM ;w; here I was trying so hard to change my habits. I guess a week isn’t enough time of a change. This weekend was a waste of time D: Go me.

First week at my new uni is over. It went so fast and yet somehow it felt like I’ve been there for a long time. Anyway, piled with heaps of assignments is just great. But I suppose it was expected. I still have Friday off, though it’d probably be spent in the library or studio soon. I really should’ve gone today… but it’s the first week and besides I needed to go shopping anyway.

Things are so much different here since they have so MUCH more prac. I’m still considering whether that’s a good thing or not. It requires much more time and creativity and I go so blank. It is a bit more enjoyable and more free but it’s hard to think of something myself that I’d actually fully like. The tutors aren’t that much of a help.

Lol I can’t believe I’m doing the same history stuff again. I so will not fail this year!!! I will not fail History. I will not fail history. In fact, my goal is to ace it! The lecturer is a little bit better. Little bit. At least I know what he’d be talking about and the assessment isn’t too bad. I hope. And less distractions. And I think that’ll be my only exam for midsem.

Anyway, it’s really weird not seeing the people from my old uni… Like something would come up and I could just imagine what they would say or what I would say to them except they’re not there. People here also seems nice but it seems more disciplined.. well not disciplined exactly but more I dunno, mature, independent etc etc. Even the cute guy is not like what I thought he’d be like just from his looks. Maybe kiwis are really more reserved than aussies LOL Or maybe it’s just I’ve gotten used to Aussies’ loud obnoxious stereotype by nzers. Hahah okay I say that with endearment especially since most are not. I love how laid-back it is there and here. I don’t think I can live in a different atmosphere now.

OMG! Everything was somewhat all okay then I lost my phone. I can’t believe it. And I don’t even know where I lost it. It could be in the bus, at uni, in the car, while walking in the warehouse or wherever. I suppose it is my fault for now checking up on it all the time as I used to. Bloody watch… I used to always check the time on my phone. Arrrghh this is frustrating.

Not only am I phone-less but it was my favourite phone that I’ve ever gotten. It hasn’t even been a fucking year! I also just got the simcard for two freaking days. So gutted.

Uugghh and so much for all the new numbers it has and could’ve had. Things just couldn’t have happened on a worse time.

So I just arrived at Auckland yesterday and wow it was so green. I really missed the greeness and clear skies, especially with all the bushfires happening in Melbourne. Hahah I also found the kiwi accent really strong now. I never used to notice it that much last time I was here but damn it’s like a ‘ping’ whenever they talk especially the ‘e’s. But I suppose I’ll get used to it. Heck, I’m starting to speak like them already. Even the customs person said that I totally lost my filipino accent. LOL but I don’t think so, I still sometimes have that roll in the r’s

Aaaanyway, I’m now staying at my auntie’s house. Well it’s either I stay at their place and get a car or get a flat. While I really really wanna live alone and not to mention I’m pretty used to it, I need a car. Public transport here sucks ass. So much more worse than Melbourne. I’m really missing melb now ;_;

First day at uni today and more new strangers to meet. I’m getting pretty used to this whole moving around and about thing. I remember having 2 primaries, tho not including phils since i don’t remember there at all….., 2 intermediates and 2 high schools. And now 2 universities?? Hahah

Lol I kinda got a bit lost looking for the rooms but managed to make my first friend at this uni yay while we try to get to the room on time. Thank god the place was filled with heaps of helpful staff. The lecturer was American ahhah but her voice didn’t annoy me as much as I thought it would. It was a bit better than my old one since we drew heaps! It was all sketching and drawings and stuff.

Everyone was pretty chill.. I kinda miss the guys’ jokes and immatureness from my old uni but who knows it’s only the first day. But I have a feeling it’s gunna be srs business. Well as serious as architecture gets. Guys look pretty average, I dunno, I didn’t really paid much attention to them surprisingly. Okay, that’s not really a pure lie. It’s just this one super hot guy and then the others just… others hahah. I actually saw him before I got lost but didn’t think he’d be in the same class. And of course he was flaunted by girls when he got in =_= why do I find those sort of guys hot. So he got plentiful of stares from me, dunno if he noticed lol. I hope I wasn’t too creepy, I was just trying to figure out who he looks like. Now I swear he looks like Chad Michael Murray but with much manry-er and sharper looks. Lol but then again my visual memory isn’t perfect hahah. Anyway, we had to split into four groups and wow.. he was in my group lol so I managed to get his name. Now I can start stalking rofl right. Anyway, but I’m already slashing him with the euro guy next to him. Such a gay world.

Welll, we have gotten loads of new assignments already D: And I spent the whole day at uni, shops, bus, distracted by little cousins, reorganising my room and unpacking. And now before I knew it I’m typing this at 12:30am. Way past my supposedly bed time. I can’t believe I have to wake up at 6am and I haven’t done any of the assignments. What happened to my no slacking off! Okay, no slacking off.. I shall plan and do half of the assignments now before I go to sleep. O yay think I’ll get used to less than 4 hours sleep a day.

Well ranting on here rather than LJ is different… I feel like going back there just to rant about uni stuff for the nostalgia but I love my blog too much.